Wednesday, December 28, 2005

The Family Christmas Vacation


a quiet dinner amidst the fields
Kota Kinabalu, Sabah

Pics here.

Q: So the question is, why Kota Kinabalu?
Ans: The wonders of advertising. Dad was extremely curious about Kota Kinabalu, and budget airlines like Air Asia. He wanted to try it out. Mom does basically what Dad wants, and me, I also wanted to see Kota Kinabalu. So there.

Q: How was it?
Ans: Great. The city of Kota Kinabalu is the capital of the province, and everything was modern and organized. There were shopping malls (though nothing in comparison with Manila malls), four-star hotels, budget hostels, well-paved roads and highways, night markets, seafood dining places, McDonalds, Burger King, KFC, Pizza Huts, Coffee Bean, etc. Women in shorts, women in Muslim wear. Lots of pinoys too, most coming from Zamboanga. They make better money here than at home. There were mosques, and christian churches. Overall, the city gave the impression that it was peaceful, well-organized and well-maintained. The environment was multi-racial, multi-religion, and somehow it gave the impression that everyone respected everyone.

Plus, the soft-shell crabs we ate were really heavenly. It was my first time to eat a soft-shell crab, and it was like a giant crispy crablet. You eat everything including the shell, and it was really yummy. Just for that, I'd go back to Kota Kinabalu again. (Not that they have a monopoly on soft-shell crabs).

Q: Where did you stay?
Ans: We booked the Le Meridien hotel through Air Asia's Go Holiday site. The hotel was great, staff were very helpful and courteous. Considering how my dad kept bugging them, their patience and helpfulness was really great. Nice rooms, with a flat TV and DVD player. Nice lap pool, buffet breakfast included (although the breakfast menu rarely changes). Drainage was a bit poor, but what the hey, overall it was a comfortably nice four-star hotel. Concierge was very helpful, hooking us up with touristy-tours (forgiveable, since my parents though adventurous in their own right aren't really young enough to endure harsh travel conditions), and making sure we got safely back from the midnight mass at the Catholic Church nearby. The Caucasian manager can even speak Chinese, and volunteered to take our picture by the lobby's giant Christmas tree.

Q: Aside from that mountain, what else can we see at Kota Kinabalu?
Ans: Sabah is full of natural adventure. There are white water rafting tours, great dive sites and beaches as well. Rare flora and fauna thrive here. Survivor filmed a season in one of the islands (Palau). Also, Sipadan resort was where the Abu Sayyaf snatched hostages way back then. Of course, security is supposedly tighter now. Temperature is also similar to Manila -- there are two seasons as well, wet and dry. We went looking for proboscis monkeys and visited the Poring Hot Springs and Mt. Kinabalu park. Heard that snorkeling is great here, and from the air, white sand beaches dotted most of the islands.

Q: Now, about that mountain...
Ans: Yes, Mt. Kinabalu, the highest mountain in Southeast Asia. According to the guide, Kina-balu means "Chinese Widow", and there's a legend that explains the tale. Long ago, Chinese immigrants went to the island and married the native women. Well eventually the Chinese men returned to China, for trade or whatever reason. The local women stood on top of the mountain, looking out into the sea, waiting for their husbands who would never return. Another explanation of the name is it's derived from "Aki Nabalu" - meaning 'The revered place of dead'. Mystical and distinguished, even from the plane, I couldn't see the peak as it was covered in fog.

Q: What happened when you got back?
Ans: The airport at Clark had 8 immigration counters I think, and when I came down from the plane, there was only one counter open to handle the loads of people coming in. The airport isn't really as busy as NAIA, so it's a bit understandable. When booking the Philtranco bus going back to Manila, staff were also friendly and helpful. It was when we got to Megamall that my temper soared. Well, it just happened to be raining, and you know what happens when it rains. The taxis overcharge. They pick passengers. They don't use the meter. Plus, they also saw that we had luggages and had come from the airport, and boom, they overcharge some more. These taxis prey on helpless people. It was very frustrating to see that, but for every dark cloud there has to be a silver lining. Eventually, after waiting a while and walking another block, a kind honest taxi driver stopped for us. And yes, we gave him a tip too.

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Friday, December 23, 2005

Someday


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Someday...

Someday I'll climb your peaks,
And drink in the beauty that God has made.

In the meantime...
All I can do is look up

In awe.

And dream
.

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The Kinabalu Mountain
Less than two hours from Kota Kinabalu, the 4,000 m high mountain is surrounded by a National Park that has been listed in the Unesco's world heritage list since 2000. It is Southeast Asia's highest peak, and offers a unique eco-system -- rare flora and fauna, the world's largest flower, and over 500 different species of birds, numerous small mammals, reptiles, and some 1,500 species of orchids.

Robbie Williams Greatest Hits

Image hosted by Photobucket.com I will go out on a limb and say it. I like Robbie Williams. I liked the first album I listened to ("The Ego Has Landed", his US debut album, a combination of hits from his first two UK albums). It had enough likeable songs that I went ahead and bought a cassette tape. (Yes, I am somehow admitting my age here). I don't like Take That, I don't like boy bands. But yes, I like Robbie Williams, and I like his songs. Well most of them anyway. :)

"I didn't lose my mind,
it was mine to give away..."

No Regrets, Robbie Williams

Yes, I can be cheesy. What the hey. His attitude seems to be arrogantly tongue-in-cheek, and everything seems to be a joke. But yet, there's a seriousness and sincerity in there somewhere.

"I don't wanna rock DJ
But you're making me feel so nice"
Rock DJ, Robbie Williams

Yep. Thanks B for the CD :)

"And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead..."
Angels, Robbie Williams

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Oasis

Who put the weight of the world on my shoulders?
Who put the lies in the truth that you sold us?

La Mesa Dam and pictures

Beautiful dragonboats used during the 2005 SEA Games.
No, these are not the boats we use at Manila Bay.
[Photo by
jadeshots, taken 3 December 2005 at La Mesa Dam]

Speaking of photo credits, guess what I found while surfing around: Howie Severino's blog (Sidetrip).

And if you browse to his August 18, 2005 entry, there's a photo there about the World Youth Day festivities in Germany that's credited to Des Macatulad. Is this the same Des who's my exchange-gift mama, officemate, schoolmate, and who also just happened to be in Germany during the same period??? Coolness! Galing. :)

Monday, December 19, 2005

11 PM Na

11 PM na.

Kailangan ko na umuwi.

Masasaraduhan na ako ng parking.

Bakit pa kasi kailangang nandito ako sa meeting na ito?

Kanina inaantok na ako e, excited na ako umuwi. But no. Here I am. Saya.

Wala lang. Share ko na lang itong comic strip na ito. Merry Christmas...


Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Trip the Light Fantastic

Well, it's almost 3 in the morning, and I'm reading an e-book called "How To Sleep Less and Have More Energy than You Ever Had Before".

Lately, I've been complaining to my friend sctc that I'm getting to be an insomniac. I want to sleep, but I can't seem to sleep until it's past 3AM. By 1AM I plop my head down on my pillow, and toss and turn in bed...and toss and turn...and toss and turn. And bam, it's 3AM. Now that's a terrible way to live, especially if I plan to wake up two hours later at 5AM to go rowing (which I don't get to do much these days...insomniac nga e)

So sctc gives me this e-book to help me get a good night's sleep. Ako naman, I'm touched. So here I am at 3AM, and I decide to read the book, who knows, maybe it'll really help.

Now...let's just glance through the 70-page book first... and here we are on page 45, "Poor Bed Associations"...


Often when people can't sleep they try reading a book or watching TV in bed to induce sleepiness, these actions actually make insomnia even worse. Not only does watching TV keep your conscious mind awake and racing, it anchors feelings of wakefulness to your bed. This gets your mind to associate that your bed is a place where you “think,” not sleep...

Avoid using your bedroom as an office, a workout room, or a storage area. Stay off your bed during the day, don't lie on the bed when you're talking on the phone, use your bed only for sleeping or sex.
Ayus. Kaya pala hindi ako makatulog...improper use of bed ako. Haha.

P.S. -- And another thing...obviously hindi catholic ang nagsulat nito kasi kung hindi sasabihin nya, "use your bed only for sleeping and procreation". wala lang.

For The Hollies and Stevie Nicks

What he has, is charm.

That innate ability to make every girl he talks to feel that she is special. That she is the only one. That her uniqueness shines through so much, that he is entirely smitten by her. That slightly jagged edge that makes him an "in" outsider. Never part of the crowd, never part of the mindless drone. He is different enough to be cool, but never different enough to be weird. With one conversation, he can make her feel appreciated for all her quirky qualities. Anything is possible, and they go where the wind blows. And so the relationship goes on.

Except there is none. No real "relationship", no real committment. What committment, no one really said anything right? And she is too confused, reading too much into the situation, into everything. Trusting too much in the promise that he has to offer, and, in essence, leaving behind the rock that should have held her steady.

But perhaps, one flying moment of potential in exchange for a lifetime of boring stability is a suitable price to pay.

"Sometimes, all I need is the air that I breathe.
And to love you."

And all she needs is that charming conversation to get her going. She will go her own way.

Monday, December 12, 2005

...new beginnings...

Larry Andrews, Senator Mar Roxas, Nilo Cruz, and other VIPs cutting the ceremonial ribbon in the spanking new Ortigas office.



UTREK Update

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Jeff & Chie's Wedding
Si Jepoy...kinasal na. :)

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

surreal


From Kiko Machine comic strip, by Manix Abrera.
This one published December 6, 2005 in the Philippine Daily Inquirer.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Fun Discoveries

  1. Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros
  2. 80-pesos Breakfast Buffet at Something Fishy in Eastwood, Libis.
  3. Ultraelectromagnetic Jam
  4. This is how you go bowling...

Sunday, December 04, 2005

U/TREK Bowling Event




U/TREK's Friendly Bowling Competition!
December 4, 2005
10 AM - 1:30 PM. Game proper started around 11:30AM.
E-Lanes Bowling Center, Ortigas Avenue

The participants:
Danny, Vicky, Emily, Bok, Luv, CJ, Abner, Donna, Rea, Daisy, Louie, Philip, Magel.

Participants were divided into four teams, with at least 3 players each.

Best team was composed of Danny, Vicky and Emily.
Best female bowler was Luv Hernandez.
Best male bowler was Danny Onchangco.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Praning

Galing ke Cathy...
HASH(0x8c2c3a8)
paranoid


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Masikip, Mainit, Maingay!!!

Arrggg. Life is difficult enough as it is. It's been a stressful day. Freedom, contemplation, frustrations, deep thoughts and resurrected sorrows top the list. But at the end of the day, one has to believe in redemption. And in hope. So, in no particular order, here is my top 20 material item wish list (kasi di na talaga achievable ang mga hindi materyal na bagay):

1. wireless router/access point
2. nike women stuff
3. puma soccer socks
4. cd burner
5. ipod nano/ipod video for bok (kasi nawala yung mp3 player nya)
6. sandman comic books and neil gaiman novels
7. Wheel of Time Book 11 (for Bok pa din)
8. eye cream (wala lang)
9. blinking tail lights for a bike
10. bike helmet
11. alex franco cake (masarap daw e...sana naman matikman ko din)
12. coffeemaker
13. Corelle plates
14. Diving wetsuit
15. long-sleeve Rip Curl rashguard
16. a new edition of Lonely Planet Philippines
17. Oakley/Rudy Project shades
18. KT Tunstall CD (or kahit mp3) Robbie Williams greatest hits CD
19.

Fuck. It is almost 2am, and my neighbor is watching some cheap Pinoy flick at full &**&^%%$ volume. Darn it. Last time he was watching what sounded like a cheap Pinoy action movie (I can only imagine the old model cars being blown up, the pudgy be-moustached villain running around holding his gun). Now, he seems to be watching some Seiko film C-movie. Oh please. This is just adding to my stress level. Corny lines. High shrieking voices. "Masikip...Mainit...Magtampisaw tayo sa Batis," or something like that. Oh-my-gawd. Arrggg.

Fun. This is so...fun.

Buti na lang naimbento ang earphones at windows media player. Hmph.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Friday, November 25, 2005

Manila Spirits 2005


Yes, it's another international frisbee tournament coming up this weekend. Teams from Singapore, Hongkong, Taiwan, Seoul, Boracay, Makati and Manila battle it out for...uh, I don't really know what they're battling it out for. For the love of the sport??? :) The spirit of the game? Wala lang, addict kasi eh. Hehe.

Well in any case, my team mates from Toda are playing in the Spirits '05 Tourney, though we're all playing for different teams. Tatay Dennis is playing for Hongkong Junk, Ace and Kevin are playing for PUTA, and most of the others are playing with Breakfast Club.

And just in case you haven't noticed, the Spirits '05 logo features Tikby & Manang, a.k.a. The Tikbalang ang Manananggal, battling it out for the disc. Cool logo. Click on the logo to reach the official Spirits website.



November 25

Today is November 25. If plans had pushed through before, today was supposed to be the day that the wedding would take place. Yes, my wedding. Our wedding. We had already reserved the church, the venue, the photographer, and the caterer. But after a little bit of deliberation (actually, more of a protest from one of our parents, because today is a Friday), the wedding got pushed to a Saturday...next year.

So the new date is a Saturday (next year). We have a church, the reception venue, the photographer and the caterer. Haha, aba, parang walang nadagdagan no? Well, may wedding cake supplier na kami...the makers of Kink Cakes. O diba. Ayush. Cram time ito next year...

Sabi nga ng telenovela, "ang kasal ay hindi kanin na basta bastang isusubo at iluluwa na lang pag napaso." Or something to that effect. I remember when I told one of my friends earlier this year that we were planning to get married. And the first thing she said was, "Buntis ka ba?" Ahhh...hindi, kasi 9 months away pa yung planned wedding?? (I told her in February I think). The next thing she said was, "Naku, sobrang mag-iiba na ang buhay mo." And then, there's my diving instructor who got really concerned when he noticed that I wasn't really very much excited about the wedding. Ayun nga, kailangan ko raw pag isipan ng mabuti...as in. Hindi nga raw kanin ang kasal. Syempre, hindi naman nakakain ang kasal diba? O nagpapatawa lang po ako...


So, am I taking it seriously? Well, sometimes, I think I'm not taking it seriously enough. When I see the effort and the concern and the preparation that other brides-to-be are going through, parang, shucks, hindi pa ata ako prepared! Some people have booked everything, and their wedding is still a year away. But then again, it is a matter of perspective I guess. I...I do know that I'm not afraid...well, a little, regarding the future...but not something to the point where I don't really want to get into this. So there, I do. And I am looking forward to the future, despite the exodus of all the bright and promising people to foreign lands. I am looking forward to the future, and I am hoping, and praying, that our future will be bright. Somehow.


Friendster Blues Part II

And on another Friendster-related post, wala lang akong magawa kanina so hinanap ko ang name ko sa Friendster. Actually I was looking for this other acquiantance in Friendster, and the search result returned lots and lots of people matching the same name. So on a whim, I tried to look for my own name. And guess what...there were only 6 (SIX) matches (no surprise, my name isn't that common), and ALL of them live in the Philippines. Makes me wonder...lahat ba ng kapangalan ko sa Pilipinas lang nakatira? :)

Monday, November 21, 2005

MAT 2005


***From blog posted Sept 05, 2005. More pictures at my fotopic site, and at mat2005.multiply.com. Also at wesley's multiply site. And ruslan's site.


For those of you who didn't know, I won this contest which enabled me and four other Pinoys to fly for free to the US and experience the great outdoors in Moab, Utah, USA. We mingled with participants from other countries as well -- participants from Germany, Russia, Latvia, Lithuania, Spain, Portugal and Ecuador. The event was sponsored by a big tobacco company, but even though the event was held in the US, there were no US participants -- strict tobacco advertising laws. There were no slogans or labels in the gear that were used or given way -- smoking kills and well, it's not legal to advertise this activity in the US (wow, exciting, haha).


This is a rather long read. This is the rest of the story.



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Aug 19, Friday
So anyway, our adventure starts on the morning of August 19, Friday. We took a Northwest flight to Minneapolis, with a stopover at Narita, Japan. The agency booked us with Business Class seats, and it sure was posh and comfy! At Minneapolis, there was a booboo caused by me rebooking my return flight, and I lost the business class seat and was bumped to economy (it could only happen to me). Well, for the inconvenience, the airline did give me $35 dollars off next time I book a flight. Hmmm, like I could use that. Haha. At least that was only for the Minneapolis-Salt Lake leg of the flight. At Salt Lake, we had to take another plane to Grand Junction, Colorado, where we spent the night at a Ramada Doubletree Inn with the other participants. All in all, it was almost a 28-hour journey, but the time difference made us arrive in Grand Junction Friday evening Colorado time.


Aug 20, Saturday
We travel around an hour to a warehouse in the middle of nowhere. Dixie Chick's "Wide Open Spaces" plays in my mind. Here, we were shown our gear, and were told to leave behind our suitcases, and stuff our clothes into the supplied dry bags. There were maybe about 40 participants from different countries, and we were divided into three groups -- one group will go rafting for the next two days, the other group will go horseback riding, and another group will ride the ATVs.


We rode the ATVs through canyons and streams and dusty roads. It was awesome. The view was amazing. At night we camped out somewhere near Butch Cassidy's hideout, and cooked some pasta for dinner. Hindi kasi uso kanin dito...


The other groups had fun though -- they rode the little charter planes, flying into their destination where they had steak for dinner! Awww.


Aug 21, Sunday
We continue riding the ATVs into the horse ranch camp. Along the way, we stop to view some abandoned mines, and some alleged dinosaur tracks. By evening, we meet up with the other groups, and were told what the groups were gonna do the next day. We spend the night drinking (and smoking) and singing by the campfire. Camera conked out here.


Aug 22, Monday
Our group went white water rafting at West Water Canyon along the Colorado River. On the way to our new campsite, we stopped over at this cute house where we were treated to home-made Apple Pie. It was actually the house of one of the event organizers, a guy from Switzerland who participated in the same event years ago, fell in love with the place, and moved to Utah. We slept in teppee tents set up by banks of the Colorado River. Here, for a few minutes every sunrise and sunset, the cliffs turn a glowing red, reflecting the rays of the desert sun.


Aug 23, Tuesday
We drove the 4x4 jeeps for several hours until we reach this stone quarry somewhere in the middle of nowhere. We have a quick lunch, and we hike for around an hour until we reach the river. Upon reaching the river, we rowed/paddled/swam/whatever to reach the river camp. At night, it was announced that we were again being separated into five different groups, each group different activities. The other groups sounded interesting -- one group would do canyoneering and exploration, another group would concentrate on kayaking through the rapids (Lizards), another group would do motorbikes (Scorpion), and another group would do ATVs and sandbuggys (Falcons). Me, I was assigned to the group that would do climbing and rappel. Interestingly enough, the name of our group was "Rattlesnake" (a snake), while my team in the Manila finals was called "Sidewinder" (another snake), and I was also born on the year of the snake.


Aug 24, Wednesday
All of the teams slide down the 400-m zipline (a.ka. Tyrolean Traverse) setup by Victor, the guide from Costa Rica. The Rattlesnakes team drive the jeeps to Capitol Reef National Park. We do a quick stopover at Green River town (ice cream!). At the Capitol Reef National Park, we visit the Fremont River, and view the pteroglyphs left by American Indians. We spend the night camping out with RVs and deer at the Fruita campgrounds inside the Park.


Aug 25, Thursday
We drive out to somewhere, and hike to the canyons somewhere within the wide expanse of the Capitol Reef National Park. We do some rappeling, then it rains briefly and hail falls. Masakit pala matamaan ng hail, parang binabato ka ng mga maliliit na mga bato. Because of the rain, the rocks that we previously walked on quickly became water pathways. Spent the night (with no tents) somewhere in the rocky shores beside the river.


Aug 26, Friday
Wake up, cook some breakfast. We have no more water left, so we cook with water from the now muddy river (because it rained the day before). We do some rock climbing, hike out, then eventually we drive out to the Cedar Mesa campsite, a "primitive" campsite according to the website, but it does still have a latrine (they call it a 'pit toilet'), tables, chairs, and bbq pits.


Aug 27, Saturday
We drive to our hike's starting point somewhere in the Arches National Park (am not sure of the name). The trail is a bit steep, it passes through sand, slick rocks, and even a small pool of water that you have to swim through to get across. Had lunch overlooking a "bridge". Learned the difference between an arch and a bridge -- though they may look alike, a bridge was formed when the river (now long gone) rushed through stone formations.


After the hike, we drive towards the Bullfrog Marina on Lake Powell (Glen Canyon National Park), where we take the motorboat to meet up with two other groups. Spent the night partying on a houseboat. There was even a free striptease. Wee.


Aug 28, Sunday
John, my Pinoy teammate, cooked breakfast. I washed the dishes. Also learned that some people don't really care about cooking or washing dishes when camping out. Each group had guides however, and the guides really did a great job in setting up camp. Spent the day trying to wakeboard, kneeboard, and any other board sport that involves a speedboat. Basically, it was a free day to spend playing in the water. The other teams arrive (Teams Lizard and Scorpion), and now everyone will spend the night at a new campsite, still by Lake Powell.


Lake Powell, by the way, was formed because a dam was built to hold the water that rushes in from the canyons everytime it rains. For things to do in Lake Powell, you can check out powellguide.com.


Aug 29, Monday
We leave the campsite, acknowledging that yes, this will be the last time that we will all be together. We all drive back towards Moab, a bit of a long drive back. For lunch, we stopped over at Stan's Burger Shack in Hanksville, Utah. It's a miracle -- I think it's the first time I stepped foot in an actual US restaurant on this trip. And to think this was just a burgers-and-fries place in the middle of the way to Lake Powell.


After lunch, we take the I-70 back to Moab. Afternoon was "shopping time" -- we were allowed around 2-3 hours of shopping around tiny Moab town. The town itself is actually cute and small -- the art scene also seemed to be alive and well around the area. Nothing much to buy here though -- just T-shirts and magnets and $60 cowboy hats. Some interesting pottery pieces though, and lots of American Indian crafts too. One of our teammates went looking for an American football -- there were no American footballs in Russia, and we had to do a special stop by another store to buy the football. Another Russian guy bought a kayak. By 5pm , we all drove back to the teppee tents where we camped before, and tried to have a decent shower before the "party".


The party was held in a strip of land near the teppee tents and the cute house where we ate apple pies before (sorry, difficult to say where it actually was). All I know is that there's this rustic movie set, where the movie Geronimo was filmed years ago. They left behind the set (facade of a chapel, etc), and with the lighting that was done to the place, the venue really seemed romantic and amazing. We had great food and bottomless drinks as well -- there was a bar complete with sexy barmaids.


The party itself was supposed to last all night, but we (Philippine people) had a 6:30 AM flight the next day, and we had to leave and say our goodbyes by 1AM. By 2, the Philippine and Israeli participants were driven to nearby Red Cliff's Lodge, where we all had a decent shower in an actual shower with an actual bathtub and an actual inn (actually, the Red Cliff Lodge did look pretty nice and homey). By 3AM, we take the shuttle to the airport. It's actually a 2 hour drive back to Grand Junction, Colorado, and we sleep along the way. When we arrive at the airport, it's almost last call for boarding, and our journey back home begins.


Aug 30, Tuesday
Three of us fly back to Manila. On our way back, since our "bantay" was not around, we snucked out of the airport during the 2.5-hour stop at Minneapolis. Took the train to Mall of America, where we did a quick lookaround and window shopping.


Aug 31, Wednesday
Arrived back in Manila, around 11PM Philippine time.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

St. Louis and Dem Filipinos



From Inq7:
NINETY years after the infamous St. Louis World Exposition, where tribal Filipinos were sent as human exhibits to convince the American public of the humane righteousness of colonization, a play, "St. Louis Loves Dem Filipinos," was born. Fifteen years later, a musical.

The fictionalized account of Datu Bulan, Bagobo warrior and Pinoy Everyman who dreams of doing something great in the land of America, and who ends up drifting aimlessly through the Great Depression, isn't very pretty stuff. And there are no happy endings here, just a resolute and hopeful one.

When "St. Louis" was first premiered as a straight play in 1991, director Tony Mabesa scrapped the original ending where Bulan is imagined by Fred Tinawid (the play's narrator, a Fil-Am yuppie searching for his own roots) to come home to his tribe.

Mabesa said, and rightly so, that it was a cop-out, a feel-good ending for a story that there was nothing to feel good about. It worked then as a heavy-handed political piece, with Joel Lamangan and Ronnie Lazaro alternating as Bulan. But would it work in a musical?

"St. Louis Loves Dem Filipinos", the Musical, had its first run in August at UP. It's now in its second run, but only until November 26.

We caught the matinee last Saturday, and though there were still technical difficulties (some actors didn't have mikes and couldn't be heard, the show started 1 hour late), it was nevertheless, a great show. Not to mention, my friend got really great seats. :)

The UST Symphony Orchestra provided accompaniment. The play is in Taglish, alternating English lyrics with poetic Tagalog dialogue. It was almost heartbreaking to watch the lead character Bulan transform from the princely, dignified,
matipuno warrior, to the sorry state he becomes 20 years later. Franco Laurel was handsome as the preppy Fil-Am narrator Fred Tinawid, for some reason reminding me vaguely of Mig Ayesa on Rockstar INXS. The fat lady of the circus (Maude) unfortunately reminded me of Little Miss Piggy, complete with blond curls and soprano singing voice. The Ifugao chief Antonio provides comic relief. Pinoy na pinoy! To make a joke out of everything. Floy Quintos as Gramps eventually steals the show.

The play starts its story in 1904. And it's a sad state of affairs that a hundred years later, the same problems still happen, the same situation still exists.

"Make them believe your a man, do something great." The play could easily be about our personal dreams, just as it is about the odyssey of us as a people. And the review quoted above is right, there are no happy endings here, just a resolute and hopeful one.

"Pusong naglalakbay, ibalik mo sa akin." Without our roots, are we really doomed to lose ourselves? Thought provoking. Catch it, while it's on. For more info, surf to Dulaang UP's site.


Thursday, November 17, 2005

Videoke Time

Bittersweet Home
Limp Bizkit, from their greatest hits album...

**the song is a "mashup of Motley Crue's Home Sweet Home and The Verve's Bittersweet Symphony", but in a slower tempo


I guess I'm a dreamer
My heart is gold
I had to run away high
So I wouldn't come home low
Just when things went right
Didn't mean they were always wrong
Just take this song
And you'll never feel left all alone
Take me to your... heart
Feel me in your.... bones
Just one more night
And I'm coming off this long and winding road...

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home

I guess that I seem
To make romantic dreams
Up in lights
Fallin' off the silver screen
My heart's like an open book
For the whole world to read
Sometimes nothing... keeps me
Together at the seams
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home

It's a bittersweet,
Simple me.
This life.
Just tryin' to make it sweet.
Go straight to the money,
Then you die.
There's no change...
I can't change,
I can't change,
I can't change.
But I'm here in my mind
I'm here in my mind
I'm a million different people from one
Day to the next
I can't change
My mind
No, no, no

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home...

Monday, November 14, 2005

Walking Away -- thoughts at 3AM

These boots are made for walking...


I miss climbing. Haven't trekked in a looong while. I wish....I wish...ahhh, there are a million things I wish for. World peace, an end to poverty, hunger, racism, prejudice, hate. I wish...I wish I can always wake up with the hope that there is something I can do to make life better.

I wish...I wish I can sustain a long-term project better. I tend to lose interest after a while.

I wish...I wish for vain stuff, for clearer skin, for a smaller waist, for a better body. I wish for material things...a rashguard, a Rudy Project sunglass (ok, mahal nga sya), a trip to Batanes, a trip to Kota Kinabalu, Sandman comic books, more money to buy the right Christmas gifts for the right people.

I wish...I wish for a better life. I wish not to make a wrong decision regarding that life. I wish that someday I can expect more from this country, that our taxes will ultimately better our lives, that we as a people will not just "settle" for what is, but fight and work to have what we truly deserve. No more rickety second-hand buses crawling with baby cockroaches. We shouldn't accept power interruptions as the norm, and we shouldn't just "accept" the fact that even though we pay for water, water is delivered to our homes only if we're lucky. How many households in the Metro are on water rationing? True, we can survive with little, but the question is, why should we? Why should we, when we can have so much more? When we as a people deserve so much more?

No wonder most people who can, do run away. They've flown the coop, and staked their claim on lands other than their birthland. US, Canada, Australia, Singapore. Anywhere but here. Anywhere but home. And government actually encourages overseas employment. Like a poor mother who can't support her numerous children, our country is gladly putting up for adoption all of her promising children. "There is no hope here," she seems to be saying. "Leave, while you can."

There are moments when I wonder why I am still here. If you asked me years ago what was my dream, I would have said, to work abroad. And yet, here I am still. What's more, I am making a decision that will not give me any option but to stay. Ironically, a part of me has now become what I swore I would never be. And I wonder, did I not fight hard enough to get away? I have a good life, but I acknowledge that I have lost part of my battle. I lost, not because I was defeated, but because I didn't fight.

But we do what we must. Sometimes, we have to lose the battle to win the war.


And she says
"Baby, it's 3 am I must be lonely"
Well heaven she says
"Baby, Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes,
And the
rain's gonna wash away what I believe in"

Matchbox Twenty, 3AM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Masaya

Umiinom si Z. Gusto pa rin nya si C. Hmm. Ano nga ba ang pag-ibig?

Tanong ko lang sa langit
Kung bakit pumangit
Ang dating masaya
Ngayo'y panay problemang
Bumabalot sa buto
O bakit ganito
Ang pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga
Pagbago pa ang pagibig
Ganyan talaga
Masaya

Masaya. :)



Tuesday, November 08, 2005

A Few Thoughts

There I go again, efforts scattered into a million different directions. Rare is the day I wake up when I'm supposed to...in fact I can't remember waking up at the right time for the past month or so. I'm always late, I always skip the first appointment that I'm supposed to go to for the day. Then I'm always late for the second appointment. I should really start sleeping early, but I never do that. Why? Oh why???
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next...
No change, I can change
I can't change my mould...
Hmmm. Wala lang.
Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet , you're a slave to the money then you die.
"Bittersweet Symphony", Verve



Monday, November 07, 2005

Cafe Ysabel Rocks

Pictures from top left to right:
  • Toda's Karaoke and Poker Night (Pia, Jo, Claire and JB in the picture)
  • CrabMann in the house, draft beer in the foreground
  • Poker fever in Manila. More TODA Poker Night pictures here.
  • Taal Volcano in the palm of her hand
  • Alone on a bench
  • Borgz and Jao with the surfboard and the skimboard. Surfing is cool. Some pics here. More kwentos here.
  • wala lang, belat :)
  • My first time to eat at Cafe Ysabel, where the food was heavenly. The house bread is great, and everything we ordered exceeded expectations. Service was friendly and helpful as well. Great as a date place, what with the candle-lit ambience and old-ancestral house vibe, though it's definitely not just for dating. Heavenly food. We had oysters in two ways, pan fried goose liver, grilled lamb loin, and pasta ysabel to celebrate my dad's Chinese birthday. If you have the chance, go. Eat there. I can't stop gushing about it. Cafe Ysabel (Chef Gene Gonzalez) is located along P. Guevarra Street near Wilson Street intersection, San Juan, Metro Manila. This is also where the Center for Asian Culinary Studies is located.
  • Bottomless salad, pasta, dessert and dalandan juice at Sonya's Garden, Alfonso, Cavite.

TODA PARTY!!!




Pictures and celebrity sightings of members of Team Toda!

Ultimate Frisbee players from The Ooltimate Disc Athletes (TODA) go on party mode. Includes pictures from the Manic Monsoon Registration Party held last month at the Manila DJ Club at the Fort, and TODA's Poker Night, held at FATS in Mabini. Karaoke, billiards, beer, food and poker, what more can you ask for?!

Pyros Surfing




November 4, 2005
General Nakar, Quezon

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Monsoon League




Philippine Ultimate Association
Monsoon League 2005

TODA finished 2nd in Pool B. Horray!
Sinong Nanay Mo?!!! =)

Friendster Blues

Waaa!

May friendster na ang pamangkin ko. Parang kailan lang...baby pa lang sya. Ngayon high school na sya. Pero ok lang yun eh. Alam mo yun, parang may distinction pa rin sa mundo nya at sa mundo ko. Kaso, heto sya ngayon, nag-iinvite na sa friendster. Grabe, ang bilis ng panahon. Dati may lampin lang sya, ngayon, ka-friendster ko na??! Parang...bigla ko lang na-feel ang generation gap. Tsk tsk. Either yun, or bigla kong na-feel na kelangan kong maging super cool na tita para maging ka-friendster nya. Haha.

Wala lang.

Isa pang "tsk tsk"...yung isang kaibigan ko, itago na lang natin sya sa pangalang Z (lalake). Si Z may gusto kay C (babae), pero si C parang may gusto kay G (lalake). At si G, parang may gusto rin kay C! So kawawa naman si Z diba. Pero parang may girlfriend si G eh. Pero parang hindi rin. In any case, kakabasa ko lang ang friendster testimonial ni G para ke C. Tsk tsk. Mukhang nauunahan na ni G si Z kay C. Wala lang, bigla lang akong nalungkot para ke Z. Nagseselos talaga tuwing nakikitang magkasama si G at C, which is mas madalas nang nangyayari ngayon. Kaso hindi naman alam ni G na may gusto si Z kay C, and si C, mukhang mas type nya talagang itong si G.

Hay. Pag-ibig nga naman...

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Dear Ipis

Dear Ipis,

Unang una, paumanhin. Pero kasalanan mo kung bakit nakabaliktad ka sa sahig ngayon, at nagwawagayway ang mga paa mo sa ere.

Kasi nakita kitang lumilipad lipad, pero di kita pinansin. Inisip ko, live and let live diba. Hayaan na muna kita, di mo naman ako inaano. Malay mo, ma-apply ko nga ang Buddhist na pangaral tungkol sa past lives at mga ipis. Pero kasalaman mo. Kaw pa mismo ang dumapo sa may binti ko. Ginulat mo ako. Natapakan tuloy kita at napatay.

Paalam ipis. Paalam.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Random Thoughts

  1. Clenched.
  2. Mental Block. Blank.
  3. Arrggg!!!
  4. Yoko na.
  5. Naguguluhan na ako.
  6. Defeated.
  7. Lost. As in 'defeated' lost, not 'bewildered' lost, or 'missing' lost.
  8. Life is good. Share a chocolate.
  9. Relax. See a movie. Eat ice cream.
  10. Think positive.
  11. It is not really like what it seems to be.
  12. "Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear. " --ambrose redmoon (lifted from Cathy's blog)
  13. It is better to smoke now, than to die of stress later.
  14. It's all a matter of perspective.
  15. Heart over mind. As one of my team mates would say in the heat of the moment, "Puso lang yan! Sige pa!"
  16. Wala akong puso. :(
  17. If you don't have it, fake it.

So, as The Killers would sing, "Smile like you mean it."

Monday, October 17, 2005

Bok's Frisbee Shot

Nag-layout nga, pero ang layo sa disc. Hehe.

Photo c/o Doie. Taken at Alabang Country Club, Manic Monsoon League.

The Meaning of Life

Ewan!!!

Want a Massage but it's midnight?

Well, I was dragged reluctantly to this place in Perea Street.

"I want a massage," said B.

"Me too," I said. Well I didn't really mean it though. I did want a massage, but I still had a million things to do, and it just wasn't the right time to relax. You don't relax in the heat of battle right?

But it was too late. I already said I wanted a massage, and it was too late to change my mind. So there I was, dragged in front of The Lotus Massage Place on Perea Street in Makati. It was 10:30 at night, and I wasn't really expecting much. I was expecting some dingy place...like, how can a decent "cheap" massage place thrive in the heart of the country's business district?

When we went to the door, the place was really dark, and I thought the place was closed already. "Yes!" I thought. No massage for us tonight! I can go home and revel in my stressed state! But then again, it turns out I was wrong. (And good thing that I was)

The Lotus Massage Place is open from 2PM - 2AM, perfect for when you're looking for an affordable massage in the middle of the night. They offer dry massages (shiatsu, swedish, thai massage, royal thai massage, etc) for only 350 pesos. The place is nice, a bit dark (maybe it's the ambience), but quite nice actually. It was more than what I was expecting, and the staff are courteous and friendly. Relaxing nature music (complete with birds chirping and gurgling water sounds) play in the background, and cloth curtains serve as dividers for the different cubicles. Upon signing up for a massage, they wash your feet, and give you some pajamas to change into. If you opt for the full-body massages, you're massaged while you're fully clothed, so there's no need to get naked here. They also offer foot massages, etc. And they have male and female masseuses.

I tried the Royal Thai Massage, which, according to the lady at the counter, was preferred by the Thai Royal Family (duh). In this massage, the masseuse uses his/her knuckles and fingertips to press and compress your muscles. It's a deep tissue pressure point massage to reduce stress and relieve muscle soreness. Well, after the massage, my upper back didn't ache that much anymore, I did feel more relaxed, and I slept like a baby afterwards.

Verdict: Worth your money.

---------------
The Lotus Massage Place is located at 106 Greenbelt Mansions, Perea Street, Legaspi Village, Makati, beside Union Bank.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Sava Sprints at Sunny Singapore

Yup, Pyros won! Well, somehow we did. :) We didn't get the cash prize...but what the hey, we still won.



Sava Sprints International 2005 Results

mens (Philippine Youth Rowing Society) - 200m - gold
womens (Philippines-Penang Friendship) - 200m - bronze
mixed 200 m - silver

mens 500m - silver
womens 500m - 4th place
mixed 500m - silver

mens 1k - bronze
womens 1k - silver


Photos posted at fotopic and multiply. Click on the pictures to access the photo albums.


Bedok Reservoir, Singapore Paddlers paddling away Ang silya. Bow.

borgz, mikko, anet and luv Sentosa - Siloso Beach The polar bear at Singapore Zoo

Boat Quay view Spread your wings...

Francis' Tagaytay Outing!

Start:     Oct 15, '05 9:00a
End:     Oct 16, '05 6:00a
Location:     Tagaytay, Philippines

Sava Sprints International 2005




Philippine Youth Rowing Society (PYROS) goes to Singapore

Sava Sprints International 2005
Bedok Reservoir, Singapore
October 8 - 9, 2005

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Bok's Singapore Swing




Ano pa ba, kung hindi ultimate? :)

***************************************
Singapore Ultimate Open 2005
West Coast Park, Singapore
September 16 - 17, 2005
***************************************

The Philippine Ultimate Association sent 4 teams -- Huck Rebellion Red, White, Yellow and Blue. Bok was part of Huck Rebellion Blue, which placed third in Pool C. First place in Pool C was another Huck Rebellion team. First place in Pool B was also from the Philippines....in Pool A, Philippines was 2nd place (ata).

Photos by Bok.

Manic Monsoon League

Start:     Oct 16, '05 8:00a
Location:     Alabang Country Club
Philippine Ultimate Association

Sava Sprints 2005

Start:     Oct 5, '05 1:00p
End:     Oct 10, '05
Location:     Singapore
SAVA SPRINTS is a new and different dragon boat competition which is intended to form an integral part of the annual dragon boat calendar. The competition distance is a short 250 metres, the shortest race in Singapore, hence the description "SPRINT". From an explosive start, the races engage the teams in a rapid pace taxing the paddlers anaerobic systems to the max. The purpose of the SAVA SPRINTS is to draw the whole dragon boat community together in a fun atmosphere, where team can pit against team, paddler mix with paddler, and competition, although for some intense, encourages community bonding. A fellowship of paddlers. The SAVA SPRINTS is supported by the Singapore Sports Council, Singapore Pools as partner in sports,and endorsed by the Singapore Dragon Boat Association.

From http://www.sava.com.sg/sports/sports/sava_sprints.htm

Pyros (a scrapbook post)

Ang daming press release ng Team Pyros ngayon...kagabi lang ay na-feature si Kap Roel sa News Central ng Studio 23...na-interview sina Kap Roel at yung ibang Pyros tungkol sa team at sa upcoming race sa Singapore. Oo, hindi ko ito napanuod. Haha. Pauwi kasi ako nuon mula sa opisina...di ko na naabutan sa TV. :)

Ito si Kap Roel. Kinunan ang larawan na ito nung 1st Leg Regatta nung June pa...nandito pa si Lala sa pic o :)


At dahil din sa efforts ni Borgz na magbigay ng PR writeup, nalabas ang team sa sports section ng Manila Standard kahapon, at lalabas din daw sa Manila Bulletin ngayon! Maliban pa ito sa front page picture ng Pyros na nilabas din sa Manila Standard dati...



Wala lang. Masaya. :)



Monday, October 03, 2005

Just a minute

I sold my soul for the second time
Cos the man, he don't pay me
I begged my landlord for some more time
He said "Son, the bill's waiting"

Oasis, The Importance of Being Idle


So I really wanted to be positive. You know, have that 'we-can-change-the-world, let's-start-with-ourselves' attitude. Volunteer, make a difference, make someone's life better. But I guess today is one of those 'what the f*?' moments.

Today, I am tired, but not physically tired. I just feel that...my patience is really thin. Darn. I just dragged two Barbie dolls and 3 nalgene bottles around the metro, and after all that, I decided to stand up the person I'm supposed to give them to. (It's a long story). My stuff's in disarray, and I don't really care if all the information the customer wants to put on the HTML table I'm working on doesn't fit on one single page. Kaya nga may scrollbar no, gamitin nyo naman.

I just want to go on vacation. But I have to finish this.

But I don't mind
As long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine
I'll be fine
If you give me a minute
A man's got a limit
You cant get a life if your hearts' not in it
Yep. Just give me a minute. I'll get the hang of it. I have to.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Faith, Hope and Love

Yesterday, I managed to catch a bit of Charlotte Gray on HBO.

Charlotte Gray was training to be a spy, and her trainor asked her, "What is the most important? Faith, hope, or love?"

Charlotte pauses for a while, and replies with a smile, "Hope."

And it is with hope that we must face the future. As someone said, "Without hope, faith is hollow. Without hope, love will not last."

Hope we must, for a better future.

And we'll do whatever it takes to keep that hope alive.



Tuesday, September 27, 2005

The Philippines is DEAD

My officemates took some foreign visitors out on a walking tour of Intramuros two weeks ago. My officemate found Carlos Celdran's blog by bloghopping. I mention that, because, well, just now I also ran into Carlos Celdran's blog. Was searching for some info about Nicotina on Roxas Blvd near DFA. Well, I found the info about Nicotina. I found the walking tour information as well. And I found something else too.

Celdran supports GMA. As he writes in his Sept 21 post, "President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo ain't so bad." As a comment to the pathetic opposition rally at Makati last Sept 21, he writes, "such is the state of a country that often mistakes sedition for democracy."

As a backgrounder, GMA cheated in the elections. Loud and clear. No doubt about that. Though she did evade an impeachment and still holds on to power today, even her supporters think she cheated. Celdran writes in his Sept 18 post (which is also a reply to another article): "Point of everything here is that many of us don’t CARE if she CHEATED. To feign moral indignation for what she did in a country where practically everyone cheats - in one way or another - is just hypocrisy. And I think were all waking up to that now."

So yes, even her supporters acknowledge she cheated. So if we all know she cheated, if we all know she abuses her power and position to gain even more power, why are we still supporting her? Why is she still there, sitting in Malacanang, mocking us all? Staunch anti-GMA columnist
Conrado de Quiros writes in his Sept 22 column:
"But the biggest sector Ms Arroyo has corrupted is the public itself. The biggest thing Ms Arroyo has corrupted is the minds of the Filipinos themselves. It shows itself in the willingness of an entire people to accept a lie. No, in the willingness of an entire people to live a lie. Everybody agrees that Ms Arroyo did not win the elections. Yes, everybody, including the congressmen who voted to kill the impeachment, including the justice secretary who is determined to foment injustice and the national security adviser who is determined to sabotage this country, and including the cockroaches that infest my neighborhood. But not everybody wants to do anything about it. "Sige na lang," let's move on, say the bishops."


So, there, we all agree that GMA cheated. And we also all agree that there really is no viable alternative after GMA. Even the anti-GMA forces, united as they are in wanting GMA out, are definitely not agreeing on what to do if she does get ousted. Hold elections, some say. Install Noli, some say. Anyone but Noli, others say. See, everyone's confused, running around like headless chickens. How can you expect to muster public support with the lack of viable and acceptable alternatives?

So what we're doing is, we're just living with the lesser evil. Presuming of course, that we are wise enough to discern what is really evil from what is not.

Is this all there is to it? Settling for the lesser evil? To paraphrase a movie title, is this as good as it gets? Maybe this is just one of my dire moods. But I think with a people this hopeless and divided, this country is dead. There is no leader who can help us rise out from our hellhole. If we are willing to live with the what we think of as the lesser evil, so be it. We can't even agree on what is the lesser evil. Let us all wither and die in our little shanty, at least we have our gin and beer to keep us company while we lament our forsaken lives. We have 5-peso karaoke machines so we can sing "My Way" and stab each other to death.

I do hope someday someone proves me wrong.

P.S. - I am sick. Excuse me.

Monday, September 26, 2005

Greetings

Hmm. Antok na ako. Pero before I sleep, here goes...


...dive photos @ jojao's fotopic.

...TODA had their first game for this year's Monsoon League. Beat Ultimatum 5-4, lost to Angry Dragons 11-0.

...Knotty Don's bday: Sept 25. Happy birthday Don!

Friday, September 23, 2005

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Subjugation

I am subjugated.

And I scratch my head and wonder what has become of me. I remember the mother without a voice, whose independence she willingly gave up. "Kahit ano, bahala na ang tatay mo," sabi nya.

"How can I fall into space?" the song on the radio goes.

How can I slowly become what I dreaded to become in the first place.

I am subjugated, and right now I am a victim willingly offering myself up for slaughter. Kill yourself, kill your will, kill whoever you are to become the perfect person, the perfect wife, the perfect mother.

I am dark, and perhaps, this is what being grown up means for me.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Maalaala Mo Kaya

Life gives you bits and pieces of the truth. Sometimes you think you know a person, but really, you just know bits and pieces of them.

Not that it's bad. It's just normal.

Tonight, the TV show Maalaala Mo Kaya showcased the story of two people I know -- Louie and Emily. They're a great couple really. Louie is tall, dark and handsome, and Emily is fair and pretty. Louie is actually the president of the mountaineering club I belong to; Emily is the treasurer.

Pero dahil nanuod ako ng Maalaala Mo Kaya, marami tuloy akong nalaman na hindi ko alam dati -- pano naging sila, tumutol pala ang pamilya ni Emily kay Louie, painter pala si Louie, nag-America pala si Emily, sinundan pala ni Louie si Emily sa US, gusto pala ni Louie na tumira sa Pilipinas at hindi sa US, muntik na palang nagpakamatay si Louie. Towards the end of the episode, Emily was processing her US working visa, but Louie didn't really want to stay in the US anymore. He wanted to go back to the Philippines. According to him, he didn't really want to go to America, but he went to the US to look for Emily, and now he wants to go back. Emily was insistent on staying however. One night Louie came home drunk, and slashed his wrists. Emily was despondent, and she realized she couldn't really live without Louie. Eventually, the two characters both said that it doesn't really matter where they settle, but the important thing is that their love continue to survive. (Commercial Break here. Will they stay in the US, or go back to the Philippines? Abangan!)


In the final scene voice-over, host Charo Santos-Concio said that Louie and Emily returned to the Philippines to get married. I was expecting her to say, "and now they live in QC. Emily works in a bank, and Louie just resigned from his job". BUT (and I consider this weird), she instead says they eventually settled in Florida with their kid.

When I heard that, I thought, ummm...maybe they're referring to a different Louie-and-Emily couple. But they showed some real-life photos, and yep, that is the Louie and Emily I know. But the Louie and Emily I know don't have a kid, and they live right here in Manila.

So what gives? Maybe the TV writers thought the US-ending was better? Unless...it's a conspiracy theory. They really do have a kid, and they really are living in the US. They're just "pretending" not to. They're spies...hehehe.

Ahhh...whatever. I guess in fiction, leaving the Philippines is always the better option.


***The September 15, 2005 episode of Maalala Mo Kaya (shown on ABS-CBN Channel 2) was titled Painting. It starred Heart Evangelista as Emily, and Geoff Eigenmann as Louie.


P.S. -- Another one bites the dust. Jonathan Canchela leaves for good for Canada tomorrow.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Up Yours (the one about the credit card)

After several days of not really posting anything, here I am posting a vindictive post.

Well can you blame me? This ****bank collections officer woke me up, and threatened that if I don't pay my bills, the bills would get bigger every single day. This is not a nightmare, this is real life. Fuck you, I woke up with a headache because of you, and your stupid company that doesn't coordinate between your call center and your collection agency. I have explained my side to several people from your company at several times already, and no one has really helped me. Instead they send people to call me up to pay, and I don't think I want to pay.

Okay, let me calm down and start from the beginning.

Two years ago, I had a ****bank Clear Card. (Which by the way I stopped using because of an embarrassing incident at a restaurant where it was rejected. Turns out when I buy something on installment, the card charges everything to my credit limit. Thus sobrang lumiit yung "available" credit ko, rendering the card almost useless. I had to step out of the resto, drive to another place where it had ATMs, withdraw money, and return to the resto to pay the bill.)

Then a year after that, the credit company offered me a ****bank Visa as well, with the first year annual fee waived. I didn't really want or need another card, I tried to refuse but the persistent customer agent said, "Well, it's free, and you can cancel it after the first year."

So fine. I got the card. One year passed. I actually forgot about the card, it's still nestled somewhere in the envelope that they sent it, somewhere within the messy papers strewn about in my room. I did not get a billing statement. I just got a call one day, that hey, I owe them the 1,200 pesos annual fee. So I said, I wanted to cancel the card. So they asked me for the last three digits on the back of the card to authorize a cancellation, but I could not find the card. So the customer service agent said, "I'll waive your annual fee, just call back with the card's last three digits."

And a month went by. I went out of town, came back into town. Then while riding a jeepney the bank's collection agency called me. Bayaran ko na raw utang ko. Sabi ko lang, teka, nasa jeep ako, baka manakawan ako no. Pero na-explain ko naman na winaive na raw yung annual fee ko. Sige daw, tatawag na lang ulit sya. Hindi sya tumawag.

Then I got a letter from ****bank asking me to pay my overdue bills. Naisip ko, ang galing ng ****bank...hindi nya mahanap yung address ko para bigyan ako ng monthly statement pero heto nakarating yung demand letter nila. All throughout I was expecting my bill to be 1,200 -- the annual fee for the card.

Tapos finally I get the Sept 1, 2005 billing statement -- and I supposedly owe the bank 3,204.97 pesos! For a card that I didn't use, for a card that's still in its delivery envelope which I can't find at home. Shet, pano naging 3,204.97 ang 1,200??? Para ba yan yung 90 pesos na nakalimutan ko bayaran dun sa isang card nila, at naging 390 pesos nung next billing statement??? (Ridiculous if you ask me)

Well it turns out aside from billing me the 1,200 pesos annual fee, they double billed me. They billed me the 1,200 TWICE, plus added the accrued interest (300 pesos every month), plus they even billed me for a credit guard protection which I didn't even opt in for.

I tried to have the card cancelled again, but they couldn't cancel it since I don't have the card's last three digits. What I could do daw, is have the card blocked and reported as stolen, then they would issue me a new card, but I would still have to pay at least the minimum amount due. WATTT?

So I tried to find the card at home. I haven't found it yet. Then I fell asleep last night with a bum stomach -- I had really bad stomach cramps and I even skipped rowing this morning because my stomach still hurts a bit. At 8:30 this morning, I was still sleeping when my ringing cellphone woke me up. It's the fucking collection agency of the fucking bank. He says I have to pay my bill N-O-W, because interest is accruing everyday. I have to call the customer hotline N-O-W, because otherwise my credit history will be ugly. I told the guy, in my still-sleepy voice, that I already had the card cancelled, that they offered to waive the annual fee to begin with, but I just couldn't find the card right now. And he told me that this non-payment would affect my other ****bank account (na cancelled na, but I guess he wasn't informed). I woke up with a freaking headache.

First of all, hindi ba nya napansin na kakagising ko lang? Hello??? Sa totoo lang naiyak ako dun ha, siguro dahil ang sama sama sama ng gising ko.

Called the customer hotline to have the card reported as lost. But since I owe the bank something, I'd have to pay first before they can issue me a new card, which I'll cancel anyway (for all this hassle, it's not worth it). But I don't really want to pay a 1,200 annual fee for a card I never used and which they said they would waive the annual fee for. So I just insisted to have the card cancelled. To make a long story short, there was no account closure officers available (yeah but they had collection agency agents readily available). They would just have to call me up again, in the next 3-5 business days. Wow.

Really I have friends who work in this bank, and I don't really want to think of this bank as the monster, but right now I do. They have several agencies to respond to customers, but I don't really feel that customer is king here. I never felt that, even when I had good credit standing with their bank. Like, I already have two cards from their bank, and there they assign several customer agents to call me up to offer me even more or similar cards from their bank. I know they outsource their services, so they wouldn't know the whole picture, but that's no excuse. As a customer, I feel trampled upon. And used.

So if ever anyone asks me about the cons of customer service outsourcing -- it's this: the outsourced agencies don't communicate with each other. There's no personalization of customer service, the customer gets asked the same things over and over again by different people. But then again, maybe I'm just being treated that way because hey, I'm not rich enough for their bank. The funny thing is, there are still some agents that call me up to offer me the bank's credit cards.

Sigh.


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Don't Think. Don't Ask.

The mood is dark.

Or maybe it's the effect of the medicine I took.

What is love, they ask. I have stopped trying to answer that question. When you get an answer, the world goes topsy-turvy and then the question always changes.

Someday there will be a time when fairy tales come true, and happy-ever-afters will be the rule, not the exception. Someday, there will be no fear, only love, and we can live our dreams happily without fear of getting hurt, or left behind, or of being wrong. Someday, we'll both know what it really means to love each other.

Someday.

Tale of the Tingi

I was told that selling things by "tingi" was a phenomenon seen only in the Philippines. Here, we can buy cigarrettes by the stick, shampoo by the single-serve sachet, toothpaste by sachet, laundry detergent by sachet, facial wash by sachet, even perfume by mL...you get the picture.

So in a country dominated by smaller servings, there I was one afternoon, craving for a pizza. Mozarella cheese melting over the thin crispy crust, smattered with juicy toppings, piping hot, the smell of melted cheese oozing through the air, enticing one to take one big bite.

We went to the Yellow Cab store beside our building. Surely, in this third world country mired in debt and fiscal deficits, they would be selling pizza by the slice. But no! They only sell pizza by 10 inches, 12 inches, or 14 inches. Great. We were really craving for a good pizza, and too bad they lost three customers that day.

We ate at the nearby Filipino grill, where they served merienda meals from 2-6pm. We ate the ever present sisig, rice, some baked mussels, and washed it all down with a quick round of cold San Miguel beer. In the end I think we spent more than if we just bundled our money to buy one big pizza. But I guess sometimes, it really is just a matter of perception and illusion.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

And This Too, Shall Pass

On a dark cold night, a friend of mine casually mentioned the origins from which the phrase "This too, shall pass" came about. It was the first time I heard the story, and for some strange reason, I was fascinated. So much so that I want to get a tattoo with this phrase (in some obscure tribal design format, hehe) inscribed somewhere in my body. Preferably somewhere in the small of my back, since I saw my teammate in Moab who had this tattoo there, and she looked hot. :p

Of course, when I mentioned this to B., he crunched up his face and snickered. Snickered. Weird, he thinks I am. :)

Anyway, the short version of the story goes:

A king wanted something that will make a happy man sad, and a sad man happy. And one of his subjects gave him the answer -- "This too shall pass".

Read on. Got this story from
inspirationalstories.com.

And This Too Shall Pass
by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

One day Solomon decided to humble Benaiah ben Yehoyada, his most trusted minister. He said to him, "Benaiah, there is a certain ring that I want you to bring to me. I wish to wear it for Sukkot which gives you six months to find it."

"If it exists anywhere on earth, your majesty," replied Benaiah, "I will find it and bring it to you, but what makes the ring so special?"

"It has magic powers," answered the king. "If a happy man looks at it, he becomes sad, and if a sad man looks at it, he becomes happy." Solomon knew that no such ring existed in the world, but he wished to give his minister a little taste of humility.

Spring passed and then summer, and still Benaiah had no idea where he could find the ring. On the night before Sukkot, he decided to take a walk in one of he poorest quarters of Jerusalem. He passed by a merchant who had begun to set out the day's wares on a shabby carpet. "Have you by any chance heard of a magic ring that makes the happy wearer forget his joy and the broken-hearted wearer forget his sorrows?" asked Benaiah.

He watched the grandfather take a plain gold ring from his carpet and engrave something on it. When Benaiah read the words on the ring, his face broke out in a wide smile.

That night the entire city welcomed in the holiday of Sukkot with great festivity. "Well, my friend," said Solomon, "have you found what I sent you after?" All the ministers laughed and Solomon himself smiled.

To everyone's surprise, Benaiah held up a small gold ring and declared, "Here it is, your majesty!" As soon as Solomon read the inscription, the smile vanished from his face. The jeweler had written three Hebrew letters on the gold band: "gimel, zayin, yud", which began the words "Gam zeh ya'avor" -- "This too shall pass."

At that moment Solomon realized that all his wisdom and fabulous wealth and tremendous power were but fleeting things, for one day he would be nothing but dust.

Monday, September 05, 2005

Pictures

First off, let me tell you this -- my camera fell into the portalet.

Yes, through some weird conspiracy of fate, one minute my camera was resting snuggly inside my warm fleece jacket, and the next minute, it dived headfirst into the 'fragrant' blue waters of Lake Portalet, slowly sinking into the depths of the deep blue waters. My heart skipped a beat, and I had to make a quick decision to either fish it out or leave it swimming with the poo. In the end, my revulsion gave way to practicality, and there, I was able to salvage some photos that were taken before the fateful dive.

Check out the pictures here: http://symsphotos.fotopic.net/c677943.html

***Another participant setup a website (construction ongoing) for pictures and an upcoming video. Watch out for it as well. :)

The Rest of the Story

For those of you who didn't know, I won this contest which enabled me and four other Pinoys to fly for free to the US and experience the great outdoors in Moab, Utah, USA. We mingled with participants from other countries as well -- participants from Germany, Russia, Latvia, Lithuania, Spain, Portugal and Ecuador. The event was sponsored by a big tobacco company, but even though the event was held in the US, there were no US participants -- strict tobacco advertising laws. There were no slogans or labels in the gear that were used or given way -- smoking kills and well, it's not legal to advertise this activity in the US (wow, exciting, haha).

We still did get some free smokes though. What interesting things did I learn from this adventure?


  1. The Business Lounge of Northwest in Narita serves draft beer -- Sapporo, Asahi, etc. Cool.
  2. Don't rebook your return flight if you're in the middle of a flight stopover -- they cancel out all your flights before rebooking your new one...this raises the risk of you not being able to board the next leg of your flight.
  3. Bud Light tastes like Carbonated Water.
  4. Cutthroat Pale Ale, a local beer brewed in Salt Lake, is good.
  5. Marlboro has "Blend 27" in the US.
So, this is the rest of the story. Feel free to skip it if it's a bit boring. :)


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Aug 19, Friday
So anyway, our adventure starts on the morning of August 19, Friday. We took a Northwest flight to Minneapolis, with a stopover at Narita, Japan. The agency booked us with Business Class seats, and it sure was posh and comfy! At Minneapolis, there was a booboo caused by me rebooking my return flight, and I lost the business class seat and was bumped to economy (it could only happen to me). Well, for the inconvenience, the airline did give me $35 dollars off next time I book a flight. Hmmm, like I could use that. Haha. At least that was only for the Minneapolis-Salt Lake leg of the flight. At Salt Lake, we had to take another plane to Grand Junction, Colorado, where we spent the night at a Ramada Doubletree Inn with the other participants. All in all, it was almost a 28-hour journey, but the time difference made us arrive in Grand Junction Friday evening Colorado time.

Aug 20, Saturday
We travel around an hour to a warehouse in the middle of nowhere. Dixie Chick's "Wide Open Spaces" plays in my mind. Here, we were shown our gear, and were told to leave behind our suitcases, and stuff our clothes into the supplied dry bags. There were maybe about 40 participants from different countries, and we were divided into three groups -- one group will go rafting for the next two days, the other group will go horseback riding, and another group will ride the ATVs.
our first campsite
We rode the ATVs through canyons and streams and dusty roads. It was awesome. The view was amazing. At night we camped out somewhere near Butch Cassidy's hideout, and cooked some pasta for dinner. Hindi kasi uso kanin dito...

The other groups had fun though -- they rode the little charter planes, flying into their destination where they had steak for dinner! Awww.

Aug 21, Sunday
We continue riding the ATVs into the horse ranch camp. Along the way, we stop to view some abandoned mines, and some alleged dinosaur tracks. By evening, we meet up with the other groups, and were told what the groups were gonna do the next day. We spend the night drinking (and smoking) and singing by the campfire. Camera conked out here.

Aug 22, Monday
Our group went white water rafting at West Water Canyon along the Colorado River. On the way to our new campsite, we stopped over at this cute house where we were treated to home-made Apple Pie. It was actually the house of one of the event organizers, a guy from Switzerland who participated in the same event years ago, fell in love with the place, and moved to Utah. We slept in teppee tents set up by banks of the Colorado River. Here, for a few minutes every sunrise and sunset, the cliffs turn a glowing red, reflecting the rays of the desert sun.


Aug 23, Tuesday
We drove the 4x4 jeeps for several hours until we reach this stone quarry somewhere in the middle of nowhere. We have a quick lunch, and we hike for around an hour until we reach the river. Upon reaching the river, we rowed/paddled/swam/whatever to reach the river camp. At night, it was announced that we were again being separated into five different groups, each group different activities. The other groups sounded interesting -- one group would do canyoneering and exploration, another group would concentrate on kayaking through the rapids (Lizards), another group would do motorbikes (Scorpion), and another group would do ATVs and sandbuggys (Falcons). Me, I was assigned to the group that would do climbing and rappel. Interestingly enough, the name of our group was "Rattlesnake" (a snake), while my team in the Manila finals was called "Sidewinder" (another snake), and I was also born on the year of the snake.

disclaimer: a picture taken from a website, not by meAug 24, Wednesday
All of the teams slide down the 400-m zipline (a.ka. Tyrolean Traverse) setup by Victor, the guide from Costa Rica. The Rattlesnakes team drive the jeeps to
Capitol Reef National Park. We do a quick stopover at Green River town (ice cream!). At the Capitol Reef National Park, we visit the Fremont River, and view the pteroglyphs left by American Indians. We spend the night camping out with RVs and deer at the Fruita campgrounds inside the Park.

Aug 25, Thursday
We drive out to somewhere, and hike to the canyons somewhere within the wide expanse of the Capitol Reef National Park. We do some rappeling, then it rains briefly and hail falls. Masakit pala matamaan ng hail, parang binabato ka ng mga maliliit na mga bato. Because of the rain, the rocks that we previously walked on quickly became water pathways. Spent the night (with no tents) somewhere in the rocky shores beside the river.

Aug 26, Friday
Wake up, cook some breakfast. We have no more water left, so we cook with water from the now muddy river (because it rained the day before). We do some rock climbing, hike out, then eventually we drive out to the Cedar Mesa campsite, a "primitive" campsite according to the website, but it does still have a latrine (they call it a 'pit toilet'), tables, chairs, and bbq pits.

Aug 27, Saturday
We drive to our hike's starting point somewhere in the Arches National Park (am not sure of the name). The trail is a bit steep, it passes through sand, slick rocks, and even a small pool of water that you have to swim through to get across. Had lunch overlooking a "bridge". Learned the difference between an arch and a bridge -- though they may look alike, a bridge was formed when the river (now long gone) rushed through stone formations.

After the hike, we drive towards the Bullfrog Marina on Lake Powell (Glen Canyon National Park), where we take the motorboat to meet up with two other groups. Spent the night partying on a houseboat. There was even a free striptease. Wee.

Aug 28, Sunday
John, my Pinoy teammate, cooked breakfast. I washed the dishes. Also learned that some people don't really care about cooking or washing dishes when camping out. Each group had guides however, and the guides really did a great job in setting up camp. Spent the day trying to wakeboard, kneeboard, and any other board sport that involves a speedboat. Basically, it was a free day to spend playing in the water. The other teams arrive (Teams Lizard and Scorpion), and now everyone will spend the night at a new campsite, still by Lake Powell.

Lake Powell, by the way, was formed because a dam was built to hold the water that rushes in from the canyons everytime it rains. For things to do in Lake Powell, you can check out powellguide.com.

Aug 29, Monday
We leave the campsite, acknowledging that yes, this will be the last time that we will all be together. We all drive back towards Moab, a bit of a long drive back. For lunch, we stopped over at Stan's Burger Shack in Hanksville, Utah. It's a miracle -- I think it's the first time I stepped foot in an actual US restaurant on this trip. And to think this was just a burgers-and-fries place in the middle of the way to Lake Powell.

After lunch, we take the I-70 back to Moab. Afternoon was "shopping time" -- we were allowed around 2-3 hours of shopping around tiny Moab town. The town itself is actually cute and small -- the art scene also seemed to be alive and well around the area. Nothing much to buy here though -- just T-shirts and magnets and $60 cowboy hats. Some interesting pottery pieces though, and lots of American Indian crafts too. One of our teammates went looking for an American football -- there were no American footballs in Russia, and we had to do a special stop by another store to buy the football. Another Russian guy bought a kayak. By 5pm , we all drove back to the teppee tents where we camped before, and tried to have a decent shower before the "party".

The party was held in a strip of land near the teppee tents and the cute house where we ate apple pies before (sorry, difficult to say where it actually was). All I know is that there's this rustic movie set, where the movie Geronimo was filmed years ago. They left behind the set (facade of a chapel, etc), and with the lighting that was done to the place, the venue really seemed romantic and amazing. We had great food and bottomless drinks as well -- there was a bar complete with sexy barmaids.

The party itself was supposed to last all night, but we (Philippine people) had a 6:30 AM flight the next day, and we had to leave and say our goodbyes by 1AM. By 2, the Philippine and Israeli participants were driven to nearby Red Cliff's Lodge, where we all had a decent shower in an actual shower with an actual bathtub and an actual inn (actually, the Red Cliff Lodge did look pretty nice and homey). By 3AM, we take the shuttle to the airport. It's actually a 2 hour drive back to Grand Junction, Colorado, and we sleep along the way. When we arrive at the airport, it's almost last call for boarding, and our journey back home begins.

Aug 30, Tuesday
Three of us fly back to Manila. On our way back, since our "bantay" was not around, we snucked out of the airport during the 2.5-hour stop at Minneapolis. Took the train to Mall of America, where we did a quick lookaround and window shopping. Was able to buy the Bath and Body Works stuff that my mom wanted. Wasn't able to find the Storm whistle that Coach Dati wanted. Nor Sheila's cow. :)

Aug 31, Wednesday
Arrived back in Manila, around 11PM Philippine time.

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